Are We Safe?

Someone inside is setting of programs using codes while the body is asleep. I hear them in that twilight between awake and asleep. I can't remember the codes they say and i don't know what they mean, but i know it can't be good. We fall asleep easily but spend the night in fitful sleep arguing. In the morning no one wants to face the outside world. I wish i knew what was happening but they won't tell me. I feel like a pawn in someone else's game.

Run Away

Run away little girl, run as fast as you can. Run for your freedom, run for a life you will never have. Keep running until your legs just give out. Now hide little girl. Hide somewhere safe. Somewhere no one knows. Somewhere no one can get you. Just hide to protect yourself, away from harm. Hide in the darkness and hide in the light, but don't let them find you. Don't ever let them find you. It will take all you have to want to be free, but use it. Just remember young girl that we know you, ..... we made you. Yes keep running and hiding away, it will give you a hope for a future. But remember there is no where to go we can't find you, and no distance too far you can run. We own you. You will always be ours. Your freedom is merely an illusion, a dream we let you have. I own you young girl, you will always be mine to do with as i please. Do not believe otherwise. False hope is for the fool.

Last Night's Dream

We dreamt of living with our mother. She had heaps of people staying in her house. There was no room for us. She had even given a room to our ex husband and his partners one of whom was our sister. We tried to confront or mother to tell her she hadn't made room for us and that we obviously weren't that important to her. We wanted her to admit it but she wouldn't. This went on for a while with other family members trying to convince us we were wrong. In the end we slapped her ( not hard) across the face and left. We went to find someone else to stay with. While we were trying to figure or when to go, i saw a pile of broken chains on the ground. We had broken the chains that held us to her. All in all a good dream.