Trigger Warning

Trigger Warning.
This Blog is intended to be the full truth about our lives. It will be graphic. Please show self care when reading it.
Do not proceed if you find Child sexual and physical abuse distressing.

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

So much training

I once commented to a friend that actually having sex with the different men was the easy part . It was what they had to do to get us there that was worse. The repeated rapes.  The hypnosis so we would be easily controlled.  The water torture.  The electrocutions. The beatings.  The constant emotional attacks reminding us we had no value other than what they gave us and we had no rights or power.
Being sent off to work was in a way easier than the training. Don't get me wrong,  many of the men we went to were into some horrible stuff as well,  but i think many times it was much much better than the training.  The training to be a well behaved robot whore. To completely submit without question. It takes years of 'training' to get someone so submitted into living the life of a human sex slave.