Just tears

Easter is over and we have had a long hard one. On the good side there was not one call back or attempted contact. In other words, they have given up on us. We are too far out of it now for them to worry about. This is of course a good thing. They don't see us as a threat that they have to follow up on and make sure we are still doing as we are told. It means we are finally going to be free. It does however hit the ever so tender spot that ...they don't want us any more and once again we are alone. Some of us feel deserted. At least if they still wanted to hassle us, we were in some form wanted, needed, important. Now they have given up on us. We are no longer of any significance to them.  Once again we are alone. Yes it is ultimately good, but it is also sad. Now we need to find a new way to live this life free from fear of the call back and contact. I want to smile but somehow for now it is just tears.