Let Me Die

Let me die, please let me die. This life is to much to bare. It's cruelty knows no end. I do not want to leave my children but i fear i have little left to give. I want to crawl into a hole and die so i don't have to see any more evil. It is more than i can take. Where is God in all of this? We have stood alone for so long but it wears me out and i am exhausted. Where is someone to help and hold my hand. This journey is so long. When does it end.